Open Every Door

i've been thinking about him these last few months and i can't help but think maybe it was my fault maybe i drove him away if i did i'm sorry i never meant to hurt you that way i'm sorry that i was clingy i've just never been treated that way

the smell of coffee  wind rustling in your hair  listening to pages turn  of the book you're reading  fields of flowers  your best friends laughing beside you  finally standing in the ocean  and closing your eyes  and feeling free  and that's why you stay alive. 

in the dream  she didn't stop running  in the dream  she couldn't catch her breath  in the dream  she felt him behind her  bursting out of bed  she stared into the mirror  unable to look away from her own eyes hoping to forget  but knowing  that she wouldn't sleep tonight 

s u n l i g h t 100 days without it i can feel it in my bones as i stand outside and the wind whips through my hair s u n l i g h t as i turn my face to the sky it warms me up from the inside s u n l i g h t i can hear all the sounds that my eyes can't see and i know that the sun is shining down on me s u n l i g h t this is inspired by 100 Days of Sunlight by Abbie Emmons and you should definitely go read it!! Cecilia